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Good Morning! Good Music!!

I just came across this song and boy it got an interesting message!

Listen up...


Kailangan Kita

by Orange And Lemons

Kay sarap pa naman ng gising ko
Kay ganda pa naman ng timpla ko
Heto ka dumarating, namamaalam
Hindi ko alam ang sasabihin o gagawin
Sa loob-loob ko lang

Chorus:
Kailangan kita
Hindi kumpleto ang buhay ko
Kapag nawalay ka sa piling ko
Pero kung may trip ka nang iba
Okey lang
Kahit paminsan-minsan lamang tayo nagkikita

Okey ka, sinira mo'ng araw ko
Puwede bang isoli mo'ng singsing ko
Pambihira ka naman
Kung kelan naman ako nahuhulog sa iyo
Saka mo ako iiwan
Sa loob-loob ko lang...
Maglalasing na lang ako

Pero kung may trip ka ng iba
Okay lang...
May trip na rin naman akong iba
Kaya okay lang... =p

(Chorus)

My Laptop is now A-Okay!

Much like a freak joke, my laptop screen suddenly got fixed. For days, I have been pulling all strings to think of all possible reasons why my screen got all that blurred colored and narrow horizontal lines, blocking the lower half of my lcd display. This morning, I performed my routine disk cleanup and defragment. To my surprise, while the computer was humming on the clean up and defragment task, the screen got all clear again. It's like nothing has ever happened. Lesson learned, almost all technicians are jerk!!

If you've got problems with your computer, it would be better to do your own research and not immediately send your computer to a technician. I am not saying that you do your own repair, it's just that sometimes or most of the time, it would save you from unnecessary maintenance expenses. Look at what happened to me...they advised me to rip my one-year old lcd for a replacement, which got all better with a simple disk maintenance.

Thankfully, I did not push through my decision to buy a desktop computer. Had I bought a new computer and then my laptop got A-okay, I would certainly be devastated. so again, in this world, it pays so much to wait and to be patient.

patience, patience, patience...

White Flag

Today, I have made peace to the person who have costed me the most. Today, I have made peace with all the hurt I hold in this world. Today I have made a compromise to myself. To become free is to be done with all the pain. That is my choice. There lies my happiness, which I guard the most.

I know I can function better when I free all the reigns for the hatred I kept bottled up for weeks. I know that I can become more appreciative of all the things around me when I appreciate little virtues such as forgiveness and love. There exists a boundary between love and hatred. But I chose to love peace and leave hatred burning other souls and wrecking their littlest hope of actually becoming happy and content with their lives. I free everything that keeps me awake at night, fills my mind when I am alone. I decided to wish all those I love well and happiness and I hope they would wish me the same.

I know somehow, time will tell what will come of of this. But all I know that this is the most mature decision I have made today. Though some would react that I may be dreamy or that my stand sounds surreal, but as I see it, I am making my first step to a fuller life.

Just Got My laptop LCD Busted

Langya! Malas!

A week after my laptop's first anniversary, its LCD got busted!

Last night, I did not do anything new. I just folded it down for a while to steal some hours of sleep. when I woke up, the screen got this narrow horizontal lines that's interfering with the display, I could hardly read, the mess has occupied the bottom half of my laptop's LCD screen!

Now I went to legazpi to get my laptop fixed by the technician. they did not gave me any hope of getting it fixed, they just told me that the problem was that my LCD is broken and it needs replacement. then funny, they got me a quote of 30,000 php only for the LCD replacement. I just can't believe that. before going to the technician, I have browsed the net to get an idea on what I am actually dealing with. I just have a hunch that there's something that can still be done besides replacement. I am hoping that it might just needs some tightening of loose wires or a problem with the graphics maybe, but not replacement. WFT!!! 30,000 php for a new LCD?!!! No way!!

I am planning to get not just a second but more opinion, I can't believe that after just a year this could happen. E kung sinasalya at binabalibag ko ba naman tong linsyak na laptop na to e di mas maluwag sa loob na tanggapin. eh halos yakapin ko to sa twing dala ko. alaga sa punas. ni hindi ko nga pinaiinit ng husto...pucha!!! parusa ba to?!!! Grrr!!!

I am open for suggestions...please guide me on this...kainis lang kase...feeling ko there's still a way.

First Time!

Thank God it's Thursday..there's no better day to take a sip of the killer lemon laced vodka and enjoy stimulating conversations with friends. I was surprised this afternoon to know that I am actually 'told' to host a gathering in school...I am of course a bit nervous, public speaking is never my thing but then it's too late to back out now because my name is already printed on the invitation. so I rallied my 'allies' and asked them to help me rehearse public speaking 101. after a few rounds of what seems to be a great vodka, my nerves felt right and so I went on with my antics. I am a better speaker, with a little help of some 'shots'. I know I talk silly when nervous...the suckers were all laughing and rolling on their stomach after I got halfway the program. Why ever are hosting not taught in English 101? now I know that all it takes is confidence and of course, loads of guts. and so, I hope sheer caffeine, enough sleep and a big face of confidence will do. all I know was that I made a hell lot of laugh during my rehearsal. whether or not it is a good sign, I am keeping my fingers crossed. Just a fun way of ending the week.

Busy Bee

Not that I am complaining, I just realized how tired I was...physically that is.I was supposed to wake up early but my "5-minute grace period after the alarm clock ticks" sent me to a deeper sleep, only to realize waking up after 3 hours. 3 precious hours!!! After bearing with the preliminary exams and my project requirements, I am now facing loads of job assignments. Thankfully, I liked the topics I am getting, which keeps me motivated to write. Now, I am counting the number of absences I am allowed to have in each class.

A mother has to earn some right? Life is tough, but it is still quite challenging...I still make sure that I am up for the challenge...though physically, I am busting my ass to death!I just know that all my troubles will be worth it...

GI Joe Sneak Peak

Now that's whole lotta action! Gosh, Papa Channing Tatum (Step Up 1)is so cute in that android suit...

I will be

The world seems so cold
When I face so much all alone
A little scared to move on
And knowing how fast I have grown

And I wonder just where I fit in
Hold a vision of life in my head
Oh yes

I will be
Strong on my own
I will see through the rain
I will find my way
I will keep on
Traveling this road
Till I finally reach my dream
Till I'm living, and I'm breathing
My destiny

I can't let go now
Even when darkness surrounds
But if I hold on,
I will show the world
All the things that you never expected to see
From little old me, this province girl

And I wonder just where my place is
Close my eyes and I remind myself this

I will be
Strong on my own
I will see through the rain
I will find my way
I will keep on
Traveling this road
Till I finally reach my dream
Till I'm living, and I'm breathing
My destiny,

It comforts me
Ooh it keeps me
Alive each day of my life
Always guiding me
Providing me
With the hope I desperately need

Well I gotta believe
There's something out there meant for me
I get on my knees
Praying I will receive
The courage to grow and the faith to know

That I will be
Strong on my own
I will see through the rain
I will find my way
I will keep on
Traveling this road
Till I finally reach my dream
Till I'm living, and I'm breathing
My destiny

Corrections

funny, after reading some of my posts, I have discovered that my subject verb agreement is getting lax. sorry about that guys but I never tend to edit everything i write because when I am too lazy writing, I am more lazy editing...I just write as my mind race...and I believe this is a safe space right here...I am welcome to all corrections and please bear with me...to heel wwith grammer...as long as you gets whut I means...GETS?

I'm Coming Out

people said that when you are down and troubled and you need a helping hand...mope a lot but please have fun afterwards...do that! (haha, you thought I will go on with the lyrics of the song huh?!)

my RX would be to go out, meet people, enjoy company and you'll be surprised, you are having the best time of your life. I am not trying to sound TH or something but it really is. for me, talking and meeting people really eased up my hangups and made me feel better about myself. when you feel oh so miserable, you are not the only one in the boat honey. so why feel sorry about yourself?

I have been so self righteous for so long that I defied socials thinking that it would not do me good. well, as long as I get all my responsibilities wrapped up, then I am good now to go. I am entitled to my own break, and this time, I badly needed a break. and so I am taking things lightly this time...just enjoying company and having the best time.

sometimes, when you thought that the world has ended, it actually has just began. you just got so tensed up that you got all your doors and windows closed down. try to open up and explore the possibilities. explore, have fun and enjoy! we are too young to think of matters that are beyond out hands to fix...so what would you rather do? ease up and be young. after all, you will never get back to your youth and sometimes it is too late to realize the things you should have done? when else will you explore? when you are wrinkly and gray?

so my case is told...therefore, send the green light for fun into your life!

Man-Thing

I couldn’t get a more suiting picture to describe this blog post than this. I am lucky to be given the chance to know a lot of people these past few weeks. Last week’s escapades were quite most interesting. I can’t understand why I am fascinated with the man world that I am so curious about their psyche. Honestly, I don’t know if that makes me a homo but it just is funny, liberating and so intellectually stimulating to hear from a the guy’s point of view their unspoken rules of dealing with the world or social circle they live in. Men clearly are territorial, possessive, spiritually loyal but physically unfaithful and obnoxious beasts. They all just are. For a change, I got into a company of boys who surprisingly is used to speaking their minds. They were very gracious explaining to me how to handle man-things and how the man world works and slips in and out of the women’s world. White lies, red lies, harmless lies, you name it. It was as interesting discussion as my language class discussions. I really had a great time learning stuff. Sometimes, you learn a lot from people you never even thought would enlighten you. Though impressions sure dictate matters of prejudice, I believe that they are not meant to last. Well, at least, the impressions my new friends gave me never lasted, but got better.

Bridget Jones’ Diary: The Return

Take a good look at this picture and note the rock hard abs that Renee Zellweger is sporting around town. It’s a shame because months from now, she will be loading up 30 or 40 pounds more to reprise her role in the new Bridget Jones’ diary movie. Now after she finally dumped Hugh Grant’s character and embraced the loving arms of “Darcy” (not sure about the name of Bridget’s better love interest), Bridget is now planning to have a baby. Pushing 40 is really hard these times especially if you haven’t get hitched or haven’t set a baby in the oven. And so, the diary continues and I will definitely wait for this movie in the theaters.

FUN

Everyone has been encouraging me to have fun. They are telling me to go out there, meet people and just DO HAVE REAL FUN… perhaps you know what I mean… I admit to have thought about it, what would that make me if I did what I was told to DO? When everyone else is telling you to do things, it does not necessarily mean that you need to do as they say. You still reflect on all the things that you believe in and stay with the conviction that makes you someone that is exactly YOU, then you decide. No one should order you to do things to enjoy all the fun that you can grab out of your life. When everything is a play, nothing makes sense at all. I may not find reasons to everything that happens in my life but I try to make it as simple as it can get. No more conflicts, just pure fun. I am never the kind of person to use people to make me feel better about myself. That way, I would make a monster out of me. I would never intentionally hurt people just because I am miserable.

I don’t want to validate ‘fun’ time with using other people. Though it seems to be a ‘manang’ thought, I just don’t do things that way. Perhaps if I finally do, I can say that I don’t have an ounce of care in this world and to the people I meet. Well I am already having fun listening to the suckers giving me hilarious and shocking suggestions on how to start a fun single life, but that’s just the way it’s gonna be, just a suggestion(hic).

I find comfort to the words of encouragement that I am getting from people. As I have told my friends before, those words certainly gives my ego and confidence quite a kick. But then, I choose to take things slow. I don’t want to get tied up with things that I can never face in the morning anyways. So guys, have fun your way and I’ll do it in my own quiet and simple ways. And if I failed to say so, you guys where so much fun to be with than by doing the fun things you make me do…hahaha…

Pretending?

A so my preliminary exam week has come. With all the requirements I needed to finish plus the study time it demanded from me, I got all tensed and stressed. The good thing about this is that my activities left me no room to think of unwelcome thoughts and just focus on my ever day tasks. Then, someone (unregistered cellphone number) has texted me a very interesting message:

“Pretending to be happy when you’re in pain is just an example of how strong you are as a person…still making that simple smile when every part of you dies. “

To whoever sent that to me, I assume that you know me. In some ways, you are quite right. I try to be strong each day because I know that happiness is a choice. If I choose to mope around and spread negativity because I am hurt, no one would care and no one will bear with me. When you are in pain, you are alone in this world. But when you try to be happy, you go with the crowd of people trying to make that happen. There is a greater proportion of people who wanted to survive in this life. I am one of those people.

I am sorry but I am not pretending. If you see me smile, although I am not deeply happy, I am just content with what is happening. I am not pushing or hoping for my pain to pass. I hope it will last for that way, I will always remember that life has its imperfections. When I go dreaming of nonsensical things, the pain in me keeps me to the ground and to my reality. I would rather face reality head-on that live in a fantasy world hoping and praying that someone would save me from my despair. I am writing my own fate. I know that even God would agree that I deserve more in this life. And the more pain I bear, I believe that the better my life would be, ‘cause I turned out to be the better person HE means to make out of me.

I keep that smile because I welcome even the slightest flicker of joy in my life. I won’t let my ex get the best of me. Though he had me at my best, I won’t let him turn me to my worst. Why would I ever ruin myself for someone who never cared? That chapter of my life is slowly fading. With new prospects comes new hope. But I try not to jump on the romantic lane; I just wanted to enjoy company. Who knows, from all the talking, ice cream flutes, spaghetti runs and “bonding” sessions, something or someone would turn out fine.

Hangover

I watched DreamWorks Pictures' "Hangover" last night and boy was it hilarious...after waiting the whole day to download the film, I thought I was all for sleep. but no, the movie was a real trip. It was about 3 best friends who have decided to go to Vegas in a drool-worthy Mercedes ride to have one of the friend's bachelor's party. They even got the brother of the bride to tag along (which incidentally was a big weirdo). anyhow, the adventure started when the 4-some has a toast at their hotel's rooftop. little did they know that the liquor they drank for the toast was drugged (big thanks to the brother of the bride). And so, the 4 went rowdy, hussy, horny, stupid and mischievous all night, only to discover that they have made quite a lot of trouble during the entire night. The next day, they woke up to discover their luxury hotel suite thrashed with a chicken roaming around the hall, a baby in the closet and a tiger waiting in the bathroom...With no memory of everything they've done, they re-traced their exciting night to a journey to some rowdy deeds...which everyone of them discovered later on..thanks to their digital cam. Go out and watch this movie and I swear, you'll have a hell of a time!!!Watch out for some nudity and profanity though...

The Battle of The Sexiest BillBoards

StyleBible.com has recently concluded the list of the hottest billboards of the moment, which are currently looking down the major traffic of Metro Manila...now, we have more reason to drive slowly while curiously taking a peak at these photos...take your pick and your opinions are most welcome in my comment box...ENJOY!!!



IZA CALZADO FOR MARIE FRANCE



ANNE CURTIS FOR BELO MEDICAL GROUP



ANGEL LOCSIN FOR FACIAL CARE CENTRE



JUDY ANN SANTOS-AGONCILLO FOR MYRA E



MARIEL RODRIGUEZ FOR ZEN ZEST



RUFFA MAE QUINTO FOR MIKAELA



KATRINA HALILI FOR FLAWLESS


UpDATE:

as of 1:59 PM, July 13, 2009, Anne Curtis ranks first earning a total of 9,513,986 - 47.6% votes. Ranking second is Katrina Halili (8,054,506 votes - 40.3%) and Angel Locsin (2,140,366 votes - 10.7%) in the third spot...

Watchuthink?

Best wishes Channing!

I can’t believe all the good ones are getting hitched one by one! Now, my other crush, Channing Tatum has just gotten married with his then Step Up muse…Jenna something…
“Step Up costars Jenna Dewan and Channing Tatum exchanged "I dos" Saturday evening in Malibu.

"It was unbelievably beautiful, and I'm so proud to have introduced them," said Step Up franchise producer Adam Shankman.

The hot Hollywood couple started dating after they met while on the set of their 2005 collaboration. The 29-year-old G.I. Joe poppa Channing popped the question while vacationing in Maui in September 2008. In a totally swoon-worthy move, Tatum invited the their close friends to witness the proposal.

Oh well, all the more that I believe that are the good ones are classified “limited edition” nowadays.

Best wishes poppa Channing…

Making a Mess of the King

I have read somewhere that Ashley Simpson's managing team is cooking up a project where she is supposed to record her own version of some select Michael Jackson songs. Oh please. Don't make me roll my eyes. Is it not enough that people have been hounding and riding on with the hype and controversies of The King's death. though he may not deserve our respects, at least respect the legacy he has left behind. Honestly, I don't see any future for Ashley's singing career. In her first album, I though she was cute in "pieces of me" but after a while of listening to her (uhumm) voice, I don't see anything special in it but she goods look on the stage. (remember the lip synching bust during one of her performances). Her management team must think of something to make her do, put her in projects where she would not die trying so hard to be...because when stepping up to Michael Jackson's caliber as per singing, I feel she will make a mess out of the King's legacy in music. She's got the Melrose Place knockoff already, give that young mother a break and give her projects that will not embarrass her much.

My Biggest Crush as of this Weekend!

I have been getting a Ryan-Reynolds overload this entire weekend. From my free streaming of the movie, “the Proposal” last night to Velvet channel’s “Just Friends” and MNet Movies’ “Definitely, Maybe” to today’s news that his hotness got the role for the 2011 release of “the Green Lantern”. Here is the excerpt of the story (IMDB.com):

A man is granted a mystical green ring that bestows him with otherworldly powers, as well as membership into an intergalactic squadron tasked with keeping peace within the universe.

The pre-production starts in July and shooting will start by November this year…After his great performance in X-Men Origins:Wolverine, here is something I am definitely looking forward to see. Talk about crush, Ryan Reynolds is my biggest crush as of this weekend. Check out the photo. Just the perfect treat to liven up my weary heart. Haha! Libre lang mangarap, pero kung mangangarap ka ng prinsipe, sa guapo na. Langya, sa panahon ngayon, sa pangit ka na nga pumatol ginagago ka pa rin, e di sa guapo na lang diba? Hahahahaha!!!!



Update: Tom Cruise is planning to audition for the part of the evil alien. Now, you tell me this movie is not interesting? Haha, thought so...

My Indian Obssession

One thing I share with most women is using retail therapy to lift up my mood. Whenever I feel down, all I need is a pretty new piece of accessory, handbag or sandal and I am back in the clouds. It’s just that I cannot understand how well these simple items liven up my mood. It just adds confidence in me. And I feel good in them. Of the many things I buy for myself, I am more of an addict when it comes to accessories. One thing I cannot resist is a pretty turquoise bangle or bracelet, basically anything that comes in turquoise. Then I found these vintage turquoise Indian bracelet and matching sandals in the internet. For under $40, I got myself a pretty load of new accessories and footwear to set fashionable waves down the street.

Aside from my decadent Indian baubles, I also got my nieces some nice pieces from Online Kids Wear from India. With My Mother’s birthday party coming up, dressing up my nieces with the likes of the beautifully crafted cotton kameez is a sure fashion hit. What’s more fun with all my Indian fashion obsession is that all my purchases were shipped right to my doorsteps. That’s one retail therapy made easy.

Just a Fun Saturday Night

Just this week, I’ve noticed my PR ranking to be zero. But tonight, I was surprised to see that I got PR2. Thanks to the people who continue to catch up with all my drama, this blog is still breathing some PR ranking…thanks for all the traffic guys. So what’s a girl to do now? I am not that depressed anymore but I still do need double dose of fun. So I searched the net and looked for some websites that host multiplayer games. Time to relax, time for fun. Multiplayer games give me the perfect avenue to pass and enjoy my Saturday night while meeting new gamers. It’s actually a fun community to be in. Besides blogging, I do enjoy spending time getting to know people through online game forums. We are pretty much a family right there. So for those who are like me, nursing a broken heart, give up your moping days with fun times by trying out some online multiplayer games.

An Angel Sticks Up "with" Me

I am sooo happy today. I have talked to someone and gave me the answers to my questions. God still bless those who do things right. I am happy that I feel that I am guided through all my experiences. So now, it is time to stop messing around and focus on more important things in life…Boy what a relief…you know sometimes, or most of the time, the truth hurts but the truth sets us free. At this point, finding out the truth finally set me free. Thanks for my angel I am finally free. May God bless you always…I owe you my peace…I owe you the end of my fairly sleepless nights…Now let me think of the list that I can finally do as a free, single and very much available lady…it’s never too late to start anew and explore the possibilities in life…Boy I am soo excited! Freedom from the past!!!Freedom at last!

The secret of happiness is freedom and the secret of freedom is courage.

- Thucydides

Every human has four endowments- self awareness, conscience, independent will and creative imagination. These give us the ultimate human freedom... The power to choose, to respond, to change.

- Stephen R. Covey

Fatigue

what a day! i have done so many things today. I have written all my articles, I have attended my meetings and have attended all my classes. with schedules of long quizzes, reports and exams in tow, I grow tired just thinking of everything else I needed to do. but tiredness is just a physical limitation. even if my eyes are already red, strained and the veins in my fingers already pulsating, my mind still refuses to rest so I am to work late tonight so my brain will give up and finally permit me an ounce of sleep which i will enjoy for only 4 hours. my daily 4-hour sleep routine is already taking its toll, yet my spirit goes, "never say no, never surrender"

perhaps I will just get used to the tiredness for I know that I shall reap what I sow in the end. I felt just like this last sem and boy I was rewarded. no time for complaints now and just keep going. my purpose is already set and all I needed to do is keep my eye on the prize. i know i can get that especially that everything I needed is just at arm's length.

Paparazzi in the Philippines

I am quite convinced that there is money in taking snapshots of our local celebrities. Wherever they go, whenever the go out of the country, perhaps Filipino’s familiarity on online press made it possible to finally open doors for Filipino paparazzos. Take the case of Ruffa and John Lloyd. They are practically nobodys in the states but our kababayans took the liberty of spreading pictures of the together shopping at the Rodeo Drive in Beverly Hills. I have a theory that there is a Filipino in any part of the world. It just makes sense that no local celebrity can hide from the prying eyes of Filipino bystanders.

I think more trouble is in store for local celebrities who are fond of making scenes at the local circles. However, it takes a great deal of popularity of stardom to finally sell a snap shot of an unsuspecting actress/actor, socialites and athletes and more of big names and their indiscreet acts. I’d like to see more of these pictures. Boy that would be something to look forward to every day -- another form of free amusement at the expense of our local celebrities’ privacy.

My Everyday

It’s nice to live in our house. As I am writing this entry, everyone is already busy starting the day. We have just finished sharing breakfast. My son is now enjoying his morning Disney program, my titas are tending the garden and are now fussing over what’s the menu for lunch. My side-kick, Lani, is now doing the dishes and I am in front of my laptop blabbing about what everyone has been doing.

I am living in a traditional suburban house that has survived typhoons and volcanic eruptions. Here, I have grown from a child to a rebel teenager carrying all the hate in this world. However, all that phase has passed and I have learned to appreciate that my life is more fulfilling here in the province. I am surrounded by the people who love me and care for me as I do to them, that’s why.

Every time I forgot taking my vitamins, my Tita Rose will sure remind me to take the pill before I go out for school. If I am staying up late ‘till dawn working and typing on my laptop, there is my Tita Vicky to recite all the possible health effects of what I am doing to myself. And there is my Tita Lyd to ask me to get her pension every month, offering to shoulder my transpo fee and snack for the day in doing so (although I am not taking advantage of the offer). Of course, there is Papa. Every time I have a broken window, broken umbrella and broken everything even if it means tinkering all day clueless of what the damage could be, he just always try to do what he can to fix my things, fix NJ's toys and fix everything in the house.

As you can see, every one of us is interdependent. We have our different roles and these roles complement one another. We get along well as most families do. We may not share the same beliefs about religion, celebrities or national issues, but that’s what makes us love one another. Some may say I have a dysfunctional family, but I say “it’s the only family I got and will ever love”. How can I possibly have survived life without these people? We may not be the rich one, the religious one or the popular one but we are the one who never leaves anyone of us behind. We are the one family that lives everyday serving our own masters than serving what others expect of us. That’s how I become a no-nonsense gal.

I just wanted to start the week saying I love my family and that every day, I am getting more convinced that even if I failed to give my son the family I have been dreaming for him, I know that the family we have will suffice. The family we have love us dearly, so what am I to worry about? It may not be ideal but it can give him the perfect environment to understand the world in a wider perspective. I want to raise him as a person who thinks, reasons and battles with life…someone who is not used to perfection so he can see beauty and love under any circumstance…as I am with my life right now.

James Frey and Michael Bay

Did you remember James Frey, the author of the book 'A Million Little Pieces', which happened to be a fiction. he originally claimed that the book was based on his life as a recovering addict. It even gained the support of the Oprah show, adopting it to her book club. later on, it was found that the book was not based on actual events, though beautifully written. No offense but no one can put down a good book, fiction or not it does not matter to me.So James Frey is a good writer, live with it! Now, another James Frey is making it to the movies. we are talking Michael Bay and DreamWorks here people. the title of the book is 'I Am Number 4', a sci-fi adventure.

The book's storyline involves alien teens assimilating into an Earth high school after their home planet is destroyed by an enemy species. And wouldn't you just know, the bad aliens track the good E.T.s right back here to terra firma

as we all may probably know, Michael Bay is the director of the Transformers that made Shia Lebouff famous, Armageddon that made Ben Affleck famous, and the man that also made Nicolas Cage famous in some movie in the past (I can't remember which...basta eu to!!)

Amber Rose

hollywood is a home for fashion divas and fashion freaks. In this case, I can't decide where to put Amber Rose (Kanye West's girlfriend)



she sure looks fierce!!! work it girl!

Changes

along with the changes that I intend to do in my life, I have decided to put more interesting things in my blog...I know many of you are sooo done with my emotional rants so it's time to lighten up the mood here. since my interests lie on gossips, gossips and gossips (as my daily usisera blog title entails, I might as well work it. Yeah ladies and gents, I'm gonna work it as the online chismosa for everything that your mind and chew and puke thinking of.

hope this will work...PEACE!

Just for Laughs!

check these babies out!!! They just made my day

I'm a Survivor

We all are survivors in our own little battles in life. Sometimes, you thought you already lost it all, but later on you realize that whatever is lost paved way for more beautiful things in your life to happen. At first, you thought that your world has already crumbled, but in the end you realize that losing battles is sometimes necessary to turn you to directions where you will be so much better. I once wrote in my journal that I am in nowhere special. I was nowhere to the special place where I felt I would be happy and complete. I was not even in the place where I intended to be…but God put me in a place that is much more meaningful for it made me rethink about my direction and decisions in life.

The road to the place where I am now is not easy. There were tears, there was desperation and there was pain. I have endured so much but it seems that those were not enough to make me become the person that God sees me to be. Perhaps he wanted me to soften up and just be human. I have been so blindsided by so many things in life that I overlooked the little things and the little people that made me feel important and well-loved.

My experiences led me to people who appreciate me as I appreciate them. It led me to an inspiration that I never thought I would ever have at this point of my life. My experience made me realize that life has more things in store for me. I have a lot of things going on in my life, but they are all really making me happier every day. I have closed my doors once, now I am more open to what else is there to surprise me.

God, I will be looking forward to more of your surprises for it made me saner and gave my life better purpose. Perhaps You are preparing me for my Mr. Right and the road to HIM surely is not easy. But till the time I finally met him, I thank you for guiding me through the pain and despair. It is YOU that I wanted to thank for all the strength that I have discovered I have. Thank you for washing away the anger in me, thank you for giving me a stronger heart to understand and somewhat learn to forgive. Now I will be ready to take on any challenge you will throw at me because I know it is Your way of leading me to the place where You will allow me to put my life’s pieces together and finally make me whole and happy.