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63 Questions
1. Song that always makes you sad? Enya songs (obviously I’m not a fan)
2. Last thing you bought? Bread pan and choco drink
3. Last person you argued with?: my son
4. Do you put Butter before putting the jelly on? no
5. One of your stuffed animals' names as a kid? Huh?
6. Did you ever own at one time a Nysnc Cd? never
7. Favorite day of the week? Sunday, csi marathon!
8. Favorite Sundae topping?: choco or fruit syrup
9. Did you take Piano lessons? Can’t afford
10. Most frequent song played? Low by flo rida
11. T.V. show you secretly enjoy? soap operas..
12. Would you rather play basketball or hockey? Neither, am never fond of team sports
13. Date someone older or younger? yes..
14. One place you would wish to travel right now? baguio
15. Do you use umbrellas? yes
16. Do you know all the words to the Canadian national anthem? no
17. Favorite Cheese? mozzarella
18. Disturbed or My Chemical Romance? neither
19. Do you prefer Blondes or Brunettes? brunettes
20. Best job you ever had? Being a writer
21. did you go to your high school prom? yes
22. perfect time to wake up? 5am
23. perfect time to go to bed? 9am
24. do you use your queen right away in chess? Sorry, I don’t play chess...
25. Ever been in a car accident? no
26. closer to mom or dad...or neither? neither
27. what age is this exciting life over for you? 40 or 50
28. what decade during the 20th century would you have chosen to be a teenager?: 00's
29. Favorite shoes you have EVER owned? dunno!
30. Do you have an article of clothing you have had since you were in high school? none
31. Were you in track and field?: no
32. Were you ever in a school talent show? yes
33. Have you ever written in a library book? yes
34. Allergic to? Dust/dust mites
35. Favorite fruit? mango
36. Have you watched sex and the city? yeah
37. Baseball hat or toque? neither
38. Do you shampoo first in the shower or soap? shampoo first
39. Wet the toothbrush or brush dry with the toothpaste?: Wet the toothbrush first
40. Pen or pencil?: pen
41. Have you ever gambled at a casino? no
42. Have you thrown up on a plane?: no
43. Have you thrown up in a car? no....
44. Have you thrown up at work? no
45. Do you scream on roller coasters? Never been to one…yet
46. Who was your first prom date? Never had a prom date
47. Who was your first roommate? candy
48. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk for the first time? Colt 45
49. What was your first job? Salon assitant
50. What was your first car? none
51. When did you go to your first funeral? i don’t remember
52. How old were you when you first traveled away from your hometown? Don’t remember..
53. Who was your first grade teacher? Lina Bolaños...
54. Where did you go on your first airplane ride? Legazpi
55. When you snuck out of your house for the first time, who was it with?: a childhood friend
56. Who was your first Best Friend and are you still friends with them? Bhem bhem, she died in 2003.
57. Where did you live the first time you moved out of your parent's house? A dormitory
58. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day? none
59. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a bridesmaid or a groomsmen? i forgot
60. What is the first thing you do in the morning? Gargle/drink water
61. What was the first concert you attended?: parokya ni edgar
62. First tattoo or piercing? ear piercing
63. First celebrity crush? Devon Sawa...eeek!!...I tag everybody who reads this

someone's always saying good bye

I always hated “good byes”. As a kid, it makes me feel unwanted, unloved, and ultimately rejected. Whenever my favorite aunt comes to visit, I dread the day that she would return back to her home…far away from me. It was like taking away my happiness. I always associate “good byes” with sad memories that seem to linger on which may be the reason why I hated being alone or being by myself. I would go crazy if I would have to stay by myself. As I grew older, I leaned on friendships to survive my struggles concerning “good byes”. I hated being said good bye to. If those people who have become dear and close to my heart would deeply observe, I never look into the eye whenever I bid good bye. I hate it so much. But to my surprise, time and experiences haven’t helped me overcome such a childish mean of acquisition. I always find life more interesting with all these people surrounding me. They make me feel better. They make me feel alive. They just make me feel better about myself. And I don’t know why. Loneliness for me is madness. What I find hard to understand is that I have never addressed this issue in my life before. I just managed to feel this disdain all my life yet I could not work it out yet. Just feel and cry along with all these “good byes” in my life. I bury into nothingness, clueless and simply feeling empty. I guess I have to get over “good byes” because the world is not a good-bye-free world. Someone will always leave and may not return. But I am not a kid anymore. I am stronger now. And no matter how many “good byes” I would need to suffer, I know I am still this child that hates parting ways but is hopeful that more of “hellos” would sweeten my future encounters.

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blog stuff

blogthings is really helpful to get over those long hours of thinking what to blog about next. After spending hours in finishing their prepared personality tests and gauges, I finally found something optimistic to add in this page.

Your Life is Better Than 73% of All People

You really have things pretty good - so stop a minute and appreciate how great your life is. You likely have a cheery outlook, supportive friends, and plenty to keep you happily busy. You are usually content - and with good reason. You have a lot to be happy about. So when things don't go well, remember that you have it better than most people!

How Does Your Life Compare?

Dreaming for New Exciting Movies

I have always been a movie freak…to certain extent; I have sacrificed my hard earned allowance and savings just to indulge myself into seeing movies where I can get lost into their riveting and gripping plot. Among all forms of art, I certainly lean more into movies when I have to get that artistic fix that makes my life more exciting or to find something I could proudly talk and brag about with my friends and co-workers. Maybe that is why I always find time to check out gossip columns and internet sites where movie releases are discussed at the earliest possible time. So this often leads me to sites that allow video streaming for new movie releases. Anyways, it prevents me from wasting money on nonsensical movies which would utterly hurt my budget. But what I am really looking forward to seeing is the new batman movie. Another one would be Angelina Jolie’s new assassin movie “Wanted”. And yet, I have wait to wait ages for the next Harry Potter movie. I promise to blab about the next movie I’ll go ga-ga about okay? As of now, sonic wall restrictions are getting on my nerves already. My temper really is rising right now. How I wish I could become this cool programmer that would break out from these system blocked pages and shove it to the administrator’s thick ****s.

Tag Mania

Instructions: Each player starts with 7 random habits/facts about themselves. People who are tagged need to write on their own blog about their seven things, as well as these rules. At the end of your blog, you need to choose 7 people to get tagged and list their names. Don't forget to leave them a comment telling them that they have been tagged and to read your blog!

1. I really dreamt to be a lady engineer
2. I have an inexplicable lust for pasta dishes
3. I am worse than bipolar and post partum depression combined together
4. I hate inconsistencies
5. I am nursing a bad temper
6. I value discipline and orderliness (obsessive compulsive freak)
7. I am definitely a sore loser, because in anything I do, I’m in it to win it.

A- Age:24
B- Band Listening To Right Now: None in particular
C- Career: web copywriter
D- Drink or Smoke: I do both…occasionally.
E- Easiest Friends To Talk To: my siblings
F- Gummy Bears or Gummy Worms: gummy worms!!
G- Have a Boyfriend: sort of
H- In love: yeah
I- Junk Food You Like: taquitos
J- Kids: NJ, my first and last!!
K- Longest Ride Ever: Ormoc City, Leyte to Bacacay, Albay
L- Most favorite websites: dlisted, imnotobsessed, inquirer.net
M- Names For Your Future Kids: I said no more
N- One Wish You Have Now: be a size 2
O- Phobias: food poisoning, bombing
P- Favorite Quote: what goes around comes around- does this count?
Q- Reasons To Smile: my adorable son, my promotion
R- Sleeping Hours: 9 pm or earlier
S- Time You Woke Up: 5am
T- Unknown Fact About You: I am a friend for keeps…don’t mess with them coz you’ll answer to the bitch.
U- Vegetable You Hate: beans
V- Worst Habit: smoking, emotional eating
W- X-rays You've Had: Chest X-ray
X-Yummy Foods: pasta and everything Italian
Y- Zodiac Sign: Scorpio

I am tagging every person who reads this okay? You are not that many so I really appreciate it! Thanks..hahaha.

slipping away

Sometimes, things get out of hand…
…because of assumptions
…because of being prejudice
…because of misunderstanding
…because of lingering faults

If so…
…reflect on the existing issues
…find space in our hearts to understand
…find time to settle our predicaments
…as they may be doing so…for us
…to be able to understand
…and clear things out
…and give room for forgiveness and closure
…for we may be granted the same

What really matters is that…
…there are people who care
…people whom we care about
…people that could make our lives troubled
…people that we may have hurt in the way
…dealing with the same things that were done to us
…people who are still willing to find peace

At the end of the day
…problems will still be there tomorrow
…memories will return
…yet having them settled
…would make things more bearable and worth living with
…and friends are never perfect
…for they bite, struggle, and fight with you most of the time
…because they know
…that certain challenges
…will only forge relationships
…that are stronger and deeper than before

What we must keep in mind…
…who says the world is fair?
…who says nobody has the right to hurt us?
…who says we are not capable of hurting others?
…who says we are adept of understanding
…even those who’ve wronged us?

Life is a cycle.
What we may have unleashed will definitely return.
In every actions done, there will always be a consequence.
Unfair or not, we must be prepared.
To accept and understand
Whatever may or may not return in our way…
…and we are no better than anybody

decoding a woman

As I have said before, I have this friend that is fond of forwarding text messages which I look forward to reading every day. This one is very timely for it aims to prevent leaving men in the cold when it comes to having arguments with their women, especially with the love virus that’s looming over us during this love month. While ladies’ thoughts are quite complicated to decode (well actually, most of the time), here are some tools to help men really understand what their partner means. So to keep your hot date, better read this MON…

When a woman says FINE, she intends to finish or end the argument. This also means she really feels that she is right and you need to shut up and take it…period.

When she tells 5 MINUTES, she actually means to say 30 minutes MINIMUM. Well, a woman need to take time fussing over her looks right? Otherwise, she wouldn’t be that ‘hot’ for you.

When everything seems not okay and not right and you ask her and she says “NOTHING”, that’s what you should fear. Usually, NOTHING is the calm before the storm. This actually means SOMETHING that should keep you on your toes. Arguments that start from NOTHING usually end up with FINE…

When you asked her permission about anything like if you could go somewhere with somebody or when you ask her about something that you need to suddenly arrange, her responding “GO AHEAD” is definitely not a good thing. This is actually a dare on you as it literally means DON’T DO IT (usually, GO AHEAD means so if it comes with the lady’s face contorting or twitching into a disgruntled form).

If you are now on a heated argument and she gives her LONG SIGH, give it up man. This means that she already thinks you’re an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time arguing with you about something that actually DOES NOT MATTER ANYMORE…ouch!!!

And lastly, here is the classic. THAT’S OKAY. When you start apologizing and promising to make up for whatever is needed to be settled between you two, having your woman say “THAT’S OKAY” is never okay. It actually means that she wants to think long and hard before she decides on how or when you will pay for your mistakes. In some cases, this basically buys her time before to she brings forth her scorn…absolutely true!

So go on and start doing things right. For the right girl, all the trouble is worth it anyway…

tough day

Now I literally know what pain in the neck really means. This stuff on my neck is killing me for days…and nights. I could not sleep or turn my head around without feeling uncomfortable. So I had to go home and find a “masahista” to remedy my problem. May this liking for traditional medicine work for me.

Anyways, my report for today would be about my pimple. Yeah, this little kingdom of germs on my forehead. I blame it on the toxins I intake every break time in the office...yeah it’s pollution and more. One thing more would still be my neck. Neck is the portion of my body that lets my thoughts and motor skills connect. It is like the flood gate of all the trashiness that reaches up my head and my face today. Why does it open up for all these monstrosity when it’s all strained and painful anyway? Again, I blame in to the toxins and pollution…stresses maybe… Aha! Maybe it is all about the pain in the neck. Maybe constricted blood veins congested nerves have cause this damn red mound on my head.

Yeah, I’m just so stressed and uptight at the moment. All these and my neck are to be blamed for this lousy entry anyways. So until I am sane and well enough to compose serious thoughts…I’ll try to meet your thoughts halfway, aye?!