I Don't Believe You

did you ever felt like this?

you guys went on a fight, then things got messed up and then you try to fix things up.

but then more arguments followed...even years of piled up and undiscussed/unresolved problems surfaced...more arguments went on...until you guys started throwing accusations and hurting words...and then you guys decided to end it all?

you will surely say, I don't want you here no more. I don't need you anymore. Go away. because you are hurting and seeing him/her go actually made you feel more twisted inside.

then you slept on these problems...you woke up one day and realize you still needed him/her because the love/lust is still there? and then no matter how harsh the words were thrown to keep you away, you just think about it and remember that you guys loved each other and no simple argument can quickly change that? that in any way, you are still hoping and willing to make things work...no matter how much pride you eat and throw in the air, it doesn't matter anymore because all you want is your love to come right back where it belongs...desperately begging it to come back.

as you wallow in self-loathing, self pity and in the uncertainty of the future, you get these thoughts that you can't get over him/her getting over you?

well this seems like the message of this ballad from PINK.

what a hell of a singer my idol is..

check this clip out!!! and let's all get mushy...