In Hiding

Yeah, I admit that I am quite in hiding lately. I grew tired of thinking that I am fine with everything when all there is is mess. I am just in this phase of life where I needed to decide on whether to jump over or not. I am weighing every decision that I needed to do, as I have discovered that everyone else was fooling and playing with me for quite sometime now. I have realized that while I was suffering with my unresting thoughts questions every night,blithely aware of my anguish, confused and hurt about everything, they already knew the answers and they never even bothered to tell me. Now I know. Now I know what they knew.

It really is awful to discover that the people that you trusted weren't all worth the trust.