I feel so foolish coming here, giving in to my inner desire to finally open my heart and feel something again. I am here seating in front of this computer, writing this blog, which was very far from what I was hoping would happen today. If I hadn't fallen for your charms, I am long gone and I might probably be at home back to my old life. But here I am beside you just being with you and I don't think you want me here, I don't think you care I'm here anyway.
But I am thankful for what you made me feel these past few days. I learned to trust myself to feel again. I learned that I am still capable of feeling the emotions I so thought I was never able to feel again. So when I come down to this same road, I know I can make open up for love once again... so goodbye and have a nice life. Thanks very much.
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