I Don't Believe You

did you ever felt like this?

you guys went on a fight, then things got messed up and then you try to fix things up.

but then more arguments followed...even years of piled up and undiscussed/unresolved problems surfaced...more arguments went on...until you guys started throwing accusations and hurting words...and then you guys decided to end it all?

you will surely say, I don't want you here no more. I don't need you anymore. Go away. because you are hurting and seeing him/her go actually made you feel more twisted inside.

then you slept on these problems...you woke up one day and realize you still needed him/her because the love/lust is still there? and then no matter how harsh the words were thrown to keep you away, you just think about it and remember that you guys loved each other and no simple argument can quickly change that? that in any way, you are still hoping and willing to make things work...no matter how much pride you eat and throw in the air, it doesn't matter anymore because all you want is your love to come right back where it belongs...desperately begging it to come back.

as you wallow in self-loathing, self pity and in the uncertainty of the future, you get these thoughts that you can't get over him/her getting over you?

well this seems like the message of this ballad from PINK.

what a hell of a singer my idol is..

check this clip out!!! and let's all get mushy...

Fun with Life Starts Here

After being shelved in the cocoon due to my severed heart and pride, I started to live again. You can only guess where I have been, who I have been with and what I just did! Doing 'things' you never thought you can do is just one of this life's surprises.

Hahahaha!

Life is still fun!

I name this chapter of my life as...

"out with the old, in with the new"

after the storm...plants grow and flowers bloom...relationships die...relationships Are born.

No More CRY

I wanna feel just like before
Before the rain came in my door
Shook me up, turned me 'round
Made me cry 'til I would drown
Stole the daylight brought the nights
So much anger I would fight
Lost my youth, amid the blue

'Till I saw all my loneliness in you
Want to help you, give you love
Shine some light out from the mud
Fill the empty, find a rhyme
A brighter day, a better time
But I'm wondering where I'm gone
Can't find the truth within my mind
All I have I'll give to you
To let you know you're not alone

I'm telling you
Smiling for you only
I'm trying for you solely
I'm praying for you only
No more cry times
I want to hear my laugh again
Without the ache to bring you down
Everything will never be the same
Now that you took my pain
If it's true what people say
There still is beauty in each day

We find comfort in each other's strength
I'm not alone anymore
Here you are
with me...

YOU got me over HIM

I, I was a game he would play
He brought the clouds to my day
Then like a ray of light
You came my way one night
Just one look and I knew
You would make everything clear
Make all the clouds disappear
Don’t you know, don’t you know

You got it all over him
You got me over him
Honey it’s true
There’s just you
You must have been heaven sent
Hearing me call you went
Out on a limb
And you’re all that he’s not
Just look what I got
Cause you got it all
Over him

No, don’t let him worry you so
Once I met you I let go
Oh you can surely see
You’re so much more to me
Just one look and I knew
You would make everything clear
Make all the clouds disappear
You’re better than all the rest
Who do I love the best
Don’t you know, don’t you know

You got it all over him
You got me over him
Honey it’s true
There’s just you

A Repost

"NEVER TAKE FOR GRANTED A PERSON WHO IS CLOSE TO YOUR HEART AND DOES EVERYTHING TO MAKE YOU HAPPY BECAUSE YOU MIGHT WAKE UP ONE DAY AND REALIZE THAT YOU HAVE LOST A "DIAMOND" WHILE YOU WERE TOO BUSY COLLECTING STONES."

---ANONYMOUS

The Brangelina Twins

Here is picture of Brangelina plus their twins; Knox and Vivienne, as they took a trip down to Licky Licious in Amman, Jordan for an ice cream treat.

My Thoughts

Better hurt and bleed than not breathe at all. Better suffer pain than being raped with fears. Better choke on tears than choke on restrictions. Better have a broken heart than have no heart at all. Better be guilty of something than to die ignorant because of cowardice. Better lick honey for one minute than hope for other people to settle your life. I have come to believe that there is no justice in this world, nothing is there to avenge us and to protect us, even in the last corner of our life, unless we take care of that business ourselves.