I Miss Writing

Since I entered a new career, I never got the chance to write something other than plans, exams, grades and evaluation points. I never had the chance to post one decent blog entry. I never had the chance to feel, to whine or even to breathe and just think because all the time was spend running around for tasks that seem to never end - tasks that take away so much time, keeping me from doing all the things that I used to do. It's like having a new baby. My job tends to wrap me into a world where I can never do other things than the daunting tasks of keeping up. whew! sometimes it really tires me so much, I am pulling strings to keep my battery, wits and sanity up. But who said professional careers were easy to start anyway. so I need to stop whining and start delivering whatever is needed or rather demanded from me. so got to go away again guys. 'till my next "not-so-in-haste-made" blog entry.

Fatigue

what a day! i have done so many things today. I have written all my articles, I have attended my meetings and have attended all my classes. with schedules of long quizzes, reports and exams in tow, I grow tired just thinking of everything else I needed to do. but tiredness is just a physical limitation. even if my eyes are already red, strained and the veins in my fingers already pulsating, my mind still refuses to rest so I am to work late tonight so my brain will give up and finally permit me an ounce of sleep which i will enjoy for only 4 hours. my daily 4-hour sleep routine is already taking its toll, yet my spirit goes, "never say no, never surrender"

perhaps I will just get used to the tiredness for I know that I shall reap what I sow in the end. I felt just like this last sem and boy I was rewarded. no time for complaints now and just keep going. my purpose is already set and all I needed to do is keep my eye on the prize. i know i can get that especially that everything I needed is just at arm's length.

press button if bored

Few of the many words to describe tired and bored:

Fed-up
Feeling low...
Stressed-out
Burned-out
Drained
Wasted
Battery empty
Delusional
Low-energy level
Loss of enthusiasm
Excited…no more
Psyched…yesterday
Moping…a lot
Occasionally depressed
PMS
Stood-up…recently
Hopeful...yesterday
Indifference
Lack of attention
Too much attention
Too much love
Zero love meter
Neglected…always
Waiting…still

…so, are you feeling me now?

Care to share your escape button?