REPERCUSSIONS

It is easy to be hard-hearted and apathetic especially to the person who caused you shame, pain and despair. It is easy to find joy in the sufferings of the ones who have done you wrong when you are still writhing in anger and bitterness. It is easy for anyone to say sorry for the things they have done, but it is hard for them to admit that even though they are sorry, they wouldn’t have done otherwise…

To the WOMAN who is now seeking my forgiveness for tearing my family apart, it is easy to find words to ask for what you need but I would not give you the liberty of not going through the repercussions of your actions. But surprisingly, I did not find joy in your anguish, satisfaction in your confusions, remorse at your "manufactured" sufferings and pity for all the crap you now have. YOU are the one who have put yourself in your position. So what do I feel? … pure ELATION.

When all the passion is gone, all that is left is the shallowness and nothingness from where you have started. In your doubts, trust is gone into the wind and all that is left is a life agonizing and worrying about the things that could have, may have, probably have and will happen. Now this circumstance is more than what I could have hoped for. So much for punishments. So much for life. So much for L O V E that you so proudly used to ruin the relationship and family I had.

Now you tell me. Now that YOU get to taste your own dose of your medicine, HOW DOES IT FEEL?

MY LAST POST ABOUT THIS SHIT!!!!

Hi ANNAKIN HOMEWRECKER, I am Churva, Bakulaw’s fiancée. Well, thanks to you, that is EX fiancée now. The first moment I discovered about you two, I just kept mum about everything, because I know, like you, I am a woman and I am not to judge. Whatever the circumstance may be, I know you have reasons why you had and still have a relationship with Bakulaw. But then, you are a married woman, which makes me wonder what morals you ever live up to.

You may or may not be surprised to know what I know now. I am a smart woman and I know the way to know things and to get things done.

You know, he is all yours. No doubt about that. I bet your husband needs MORE COMPETITION. I can never trust a man who throws away everything just for a piece of ass. I truly hope your mutual decision to go to bed together and ruin all the promises you made to the people you are promised to back home, here in the Philippines, is worth it.

I just wanted you to realize the weight of your decision. More than ever, I am not mad at you for being the cause of our breakup. What I am cursing you about is ruining my son’s chance of a family. I just hope you know how painful it is to see your family crumble because some people just wanted to have their libido fixed, while you try the hardest to make everything work right. I just hope you wouldn’t experience that. Because if you do, my joy will be complete!

Produkto rin ako ng broken family, isa sa mga dahilan nun ay isang kabit. Kaya bata pa lang ako, sinumpa ko na sa mundo ang lahat ng kabit. Ngayon, patuloy akong nagiging biktima ng kabit, at ang masakit, nadamay na pati anak ko. Pati siya, nabiktima na ng MAHUSAY nyong desisyon sa buhay, MGA KABIT. DIOS NA BAHALA SA KALULUWA NINYO.

I know and I hope na worth it yung decision nyo. As far as I know, I don’t have the right to interfere. Maybe this is really your worth? I am not your friend and will never be. Enough hurt and damage have been done. You two have ruined a great part of my year because of your illicit affair. AND THAT WILL BE ENOUGH. And I don’t care if magsumbong ka man kay Bakulaw. For as long as I have known him, pag may kasalanan yan, di naman yan magsasalita about sa issue, which made it easier for me to discover the ‘thing’ about you two. IN SHORT, LAKING DUWAG NIYANG KABIT MO. KAYA MAGKABITAN KAYO, WALA NA AKONG PAKIALAM, YOU DESERVE EACH OTHER.

Right now, I have been honest with Bakulaw’s family about TRUTH behind our breakup. The wedding is off and there will never be a wedding now. Somehow, natulungan mo rin akong marealize na he is not worth it. I just wanted you to know that because of your affair, yung family ni Bakulaw, galit na sa kanya. All in exchange for the day’s worth of your garish ass.

You know what, if there's something Kabulaw is working on, it is to bring back confidence of his family in him. Thanks to YOU, this goal of his seems BLEAK. Everything was thrown away, just like that!

You really are something ANNA. You really are. Maybe you are good at something and that could be a common knowledge.

Thank you for making all these possible.

Good luck and have a nice life!!!

THANK YOU for saving years of my life realizing how much less Bakulaw is a man. thank you for keeping me from wasting more years with a Man who cannot be Man enough to even tell me the truth and who, once and for all,cannot face the consequences of his immaturity and lack of better judgment. I can’t wait any longer. What’s done is done…AND I AM DONE BIG TIME.